As human beings do we change over time? Do our inner most souls evolve into something newer sleeker or for that matter slowly rot away into nothingness? Well, I hope not into nothingness yet one never knows what could happen and there is no sense worrying about because there are people in this world who worry enough for the whole world yet are powerless to change it because, it is worry and worry just does not fix a God Damn thing.
So I have some questions. These questions I will ask to everyone who reads my site. Everyone is welcome to answer but only through leaving a comment online. Please don’t send me an email. This site in NOT private. I have nothing to hide. All I want is some help in gaining an understanding of who I am – both the good and the bad. I feel like my life is cycling right now. I don’t want to pedal anymore. I’m asking you all for help please? You can post your comment anonymously if you like and copy and paste the following questions into the comment box. Your comment will come into moderation and I’ll put it live.
This is a big hello to all you family and friends Back East… I think I need you all the most right now. If you ever loved or cared about me or maybe just even think about me every so often would you be so kind as to answer these questions. I spent a lot of time with many of you; years, even decades. I know some of you visit my site (my stats prove it). Some of you don’t keep in touch with me nor I with you but at some time during our lives our paths did cross and we shared moments together. Think of this as an art project for me. A creative way for me to understand my life so I can move on and better myself. What I don’t want is for you to paint a rosy picture for me; all that would do is create more delusions in my head. Please tell me how it was / is in your own words and the way you remember it. All I ask for is honesty.
When and how did we meet?
Did we ever kiss eachother?
What is your favorite memory of me?
Did we ever play together? when?
In three words describe me?
Did I help you in any way?
Did I hurt you in any way?
Did I make you cry? or laugh? most memorable?
Were we ever inspired?
Did we ever conspire?
Do you think of me?
How could I improve?
What am I missing?
What was my focus like?
Could I complete a task?
What emotions were most prevalent with me?
Was the sex good? or not applicable?
If you could change one thing about me what would it be?
If I said “I have thought of you all, many times” would you beleive me?
What was my dream at any age, in your view? Did I have a dream?
Do we have unfinshed business?
When did we last see/talk to eachother/ phone/email?
What was my favorite thing?
What scares you about me?
What did I do?
If you said I was anything what would it be to you?
What was / is my relationship to you?
Is there anything you need to say to me that you never said?
Would I make a good mother?
I need to make money. What could I do?
And one more for fun… If I were fruit what would I be?