I have let go of the chapters.
This film accurately portrays the daily non-trust of myself. Three months ago I wanted to release this movie. Self fear and loathing took over. A relapse of a different kind ensued, that of self denial and anxiety.
This movie was filmed and completed as of December 2004. When I opened it up three monthes ago to ad credits and thus break it into chapters for easy internet viewing, I could only do the first chapter. This is the way I want it to be viewed. Those 10 monthes of acute addiction (3rd relapse) beginning in 2005 are not portrayed in this movie. But maybe, the idea of how I got there, is.
To everyone who reads my site: Sometimes the self is the leading voice against you.
After the jump, Lucidity –
I compressed this film the best I could for internet viewing. Lucidity was a 2.2 gigabyte file. The Lucidity below is 50.8mb, ideal for internet viewing. Hit play, turn your volume up and enjoy.
Jessica Doyle – emotion creator