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Anger

Napping and dreaming about bubbled artwork and ANGRY vintage kitchen tables

I am waking from a nap.

Work. Well, work is work. I’ve filed last Friday in a place that won’t be disturbed ever. I find myself holding out for the new manager to arrive. Hopefully when she arrives things will begin to turn around. Until that day comes, because I do not have other steady employment [...]

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Do you have herpes?

I do. Herpes Simplex 1 to be exact. The kind that form on one’s lips. The lips on your face, not the genital ones.
I was blessed at an early age to catch the herpes virus. Sure enough every school year during class photographs a monstrous sore appeared just off center to the right on my [...]

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Mother Earth is a Diva and the Chalice is an IUD

Mother Earth is a diva and the chalice is an IUD.
Could it be true?

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I am suffering from Internet Explorer – itis

Who would have thaught that not having access to my Power Book could cause a good crying fit.
I sit at my mother’s computer and stare, get frustrated with using Internet Explorer and it’s damn freezing and it’s inability to cope with modern day browsing and usability or lack there of. *SCREAM!*
Oh, I have numerous stories [...]

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I may not be online at all over the next couple of days

Edit – I will be online – the world is not my slut. Thanks Jecklin.
The shit has hit the fan and is flying out of control. This weekend was the last straw. I cannot live in this atmosphere. I cannot work with all the noise. I cannot listen to the drug talk. I cannot! I [...]

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Sexual ramblings, feelings and stable confessions

How is it that sexuality, confidence and stability can clash together causing inner most ideals and beliefs to fall down, crash and burn. Ideally two people meet, get together and could get married. They could then proceed to have children. This is the ideal. The reality of that ideal is that it can exist and [...]

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It doesnt matter til later for scathing microscosms to spit up – sketch

Title – Scathing Microcosms
Medium – ink on acid free paper
Artist’s Statement – Angry Pepsi Cigarettes Machine
During the course of composing this post I’ve come to realize that all these thoughts and ideas of mine are not out of the ordinary. Maybe in smaller microcosms of human life they could be. I think about this like-mind [...]

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The sickness and the voice

On Monday morning I awoke with a very sore throat at 8:30am. I was shivering. I went pee, drank a glass of water and went back to bed. I awoke at 2:30pm drenched in sweat. I thought good, the fever broke.
On Tuesday morning I awoke with the same very sore throat accompanied by swollen glands. [...]

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Self discipline in a modern world rant

Find yourself asking why? Asking how come?
Just like TV, the Blogosphere has channels.
So many so that you can not count them.
When one is an actual blogger who posts to their own or on a multi-contributor blog telling the difference between law, Blogosphere law, all existing international laws, right and wrong, illegal or not supposed to [...]

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Suggestive conspiracies and chimes – are they real

Try hugs not drugs button campaign – the teachers walked around putting their arms between the grades 4-5 students as they danced, abruptly nudging either sober 8-10 year old gender an arm’s length apart from each-other. Ecstasy is mainstream now. Try drugs for hugs.
Pacman – eat as many as you can
Blue and red striped bounce [...]

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Cooked – then I ate it.

Rediscovering that it was periods of time during schooling growing up, maybe… anxiety disorders arrise from lack of healthy interaction in pre-teen thru adolescent years. Adults who experience non-rational, mean, plain unkindness or lack of respect as a human being, as kids continue on
What is the feeling of abandonment. Does it feel like hell. [...]

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He and I ran so far away

Ever get the urge to begin again? These urges tend to arrive unbidden. The urges could make you smile. They possibly are relevant and more real than once you perceived them to be. Do you run away? Or do you bunker down for the long term and take a stance for what you believe in? [...]

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Angry Banking Brain Blog Snowball! Poof!

I seem to go through periods of time that involve me, asking more questions than I can answer. Before finishing or beginning to answer a question, one needs to be able to calm down to look at the possible answers. It is a strange but illuminating experience to actually jump to the other side. All [...]

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In my anger I did not even title this post and have come back to write this as the title.

As a young child I retreated to my bedroom to under the blankets into my bubble. The bubble was my world where I could not get hurt, where I could look out and quietly ponder all that was reality without fear of attack because my ideas were not those of the norm. I just stepped [...]

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42 Weeks

I have barely been out of the house this week. I go to the 7/11 to buy pop and cigarettes almost daily. I spend what little money I do have supporting two habits. You know though I like the people who work there and the other customers I see. They are familiar to me and [...]

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Erratic Eroticism Censored

Creating a title for a posting is a troubling thing sometimes. The word ’sometimes’ is a word I am particularly tired of writing. There is this word censorship that’s been bubblin’ around in my head today. I am feeling censored. I am feeling censored from myself today. Does that make sense to any of you? [...]

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Mangling Causality

Sometimes people place fault, pass blame or simply fabricate something wrong with a person(s) when they want to leave a certain situation. Rather than trusting their own judgement, their [tag]cognitive[/tag] behavior tricks them into thinking they lack the ability to leave on their own merit. This simple idea had never entered my mind until yesterday [...]

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